“The survival of the fittest” game began from the WOMB itself……..

One fine day was just thinking about my life and was wondering that how I have lead a mechanical life of always running to catch something or to achieve something.

The mantra – survival is given as a upadesh to us right from our mom’s womb. The moment you are conceived your game for survival begins….

This thought takes me back to those warm times when I was in my mom’s womb….say some 28 yrs ago…….

Me , my parents, doctors and all concerned people thought that I would stay in the cozy atmosphere for 9 months….

Alas mother nature had some other plans sketched for me. She ordered me to enter the world when I just spent 7 months in my mom’s womb….and winked at the nurse on 20^th Aug, 1982

Now this was surely a surprise package for my parents.

My survival game started as I was put in an incubator for about 2 months so that my body can grow till I was 9 months old.

Lots of speculations were going around about my survival…..will he make it or wont???

I could hear them all and was helpless as I really couldn’t do anything but to be left in the hands of nature to decide………

Wow..some times I feel people are more concerned about the gossips of other households than minding their own business…probably that’s why human is known to be a social animal….longing for gossips always!!!!

Every mother would wish to feed their own child, so did my mom wished the same, but again the greater mother – mother nature did not like this wish. I was fed in a different way…it looked like some circus trick or some experiment of Guinea Pig. Cotton balls were dipped in the milk and was squeezed gently such that the milk drops went thru my nose and then entered my stomach……strange …isn’t it???

Visitors weren’t allowed to meet me as the doctors feared I would contract some infection….holy cow dint know whether I should consider myself as VVIP or ACHUT (untouchable) where people couldn’t meet me till I was 1 yr old

Well with all those tricks….today I stand b4 people as a hefty, thick skinned guy as against some generous peoples speculation of my survival…..guess rather they could have placed a bet in a horse race or some shares….they would have atleast won it…..

This LEO preferred to win than see others win!!!!

I some times still wonder what was Natures intention behind all these………….but I guess certain questions remain unanswered in life!!!!!!!!

I M WHT I M !!!!

Well I aint those kind of scholars in academics, but did complete my MBA in 1^st class. I aint those kind of corporate nerds who look at MNC’s only as their platform, but did manage to cross my goal(monetary target) much ahead of the targeted time.

I aint a writer….so don’t expect chetan bhagat quality here……..

I aint very spiritual or god fearing as I believe one has to be god loving if at all and not fear the poor fellow.

I follow certain principles in life which I try not to deviate from. As I feel being spiritual is nothing but being little disciplined and I am disciplined in my own ways…….

I truly believe:-

what ever you are today at which ever stage of life, is not what you wanted to be, but its what nature wanted you to be or decided you should be.

Since child hood we have learnt 3 phases in life – Past, Present and Future

Believing or trusting on god is like a past, as you gave never seen good, but you are entrusted with a thought or belief since childhood. No one has seen Lord Krishna, Mohhamed the Prohphet, Guru Nanak or Jesus. As per the belief instilled in us they were all in the past, much b4 you were born….

The more often used word “ Destiny/fate” has lost its importance due to its over usage. Its more like the happenings of future. People rely more on destiny / fate…but if you see its used more often for referring things that would occur in near future….

Nature(Prakruti) is something like a shadow that is there with you in the present phase of life. It’s a power that’s most neglected or we havnt taken efforts to recognize it. Its like your shadow that walks with you in all phases of life with out being noticed. Nature is a super power that works for u, by you.

I try my best to connect the happenings of my life with the present, .i.e. nature and not crib of past, .i.e. blame the god or await (future) destiny to happen…..